
Bianca Hendicott

Origami Dreams
Excuse me Mr
You’re sitting on my
Origami dreams.
You’ve squashed them flat
With your big squat self.
Paper crumples under
Your weight.
You could have warned me
You know –
When I was building them
That words are heavy.
Tell me,
Did they make you angry
My intricate paper origami?
If only I’d known
I’d have built
A fleet of paper aeroplanes.
This time Mr …
I’ve had enough
This time Mr …
You’ve torn out pages!
And besides,
I’m not your paper doll.

The other mother
If you keep us as servants.
We will raise your children
With love,
We will educate them in warm hands
Until their minds burn.
So when you think us passive and domestic …
Remember …
We are the quiet revolution.
We are the silent teachers.
We are the other mothers.
Written for Miriam Jumama Zondi

Octopus
I admired your arms once,
Moving powerfully as pythons,
Their tender tips sniffing me out
Like wet noses.
I admired your arms once
Changing from peach flesh
To red at my touch.
I admired your arms once
Planting countless kisses
Like chicken pox.
And when they stretched out
Over me
Curling and clinging and clasping,
They held everything.
Almost.
They held my waist
And a thigh
My breast
And a hand
My heart
And my hair
My neck
And my mouth
- all at once.
But those eight arms
Those eight limbs,
Held all the cards.
A mad magician.
A mad juggler.
And you could not hold it all
- at once.
So when my voice came
Again
It came loud as a
Ripple which
Became a wave.
Speaking over tentacles
And muscles
And suckers that suck,
It came,
Again.
And you cannot
Hold a voice
(Though you tried to)
In your hard, hateful beak.
So you pushed me off
Your blushing self,
Like a poisonous fish
Speckled with sucker scars,
Covering us both in
Your dark shadowy ink,
Skulking off into your
Black rock crevice
Before I could blink.
It is amazing how small
You became.
How you
Squeezed yourself,
Moulded yourself
Into a hole the size
Of my fist.
And I’m thinking now
Of the bones
Of the bones
Of the bones
You never got a chance
To break in your beak
Like a cracked crustacean.